2012 to 2013

The last sunday in 2012.

♥

Happy Birthday to my 3ge ♥

Had breakfast w him and he said he lost his ring.

uh hmm..i was wondering what ring is that because he was so ganjiong.

Then he start to tell me about the ring and haha found the ring in his bag :'D

-

Im back from Guangzhou like finally.

The trip is short but it could be forever if 21.12.12 was the doomsday.

besides the hot water for shower is only available at night, everything in this trip is AWESOME!

P/s: Shower only once in a day is definitely not enough for me.

-

Gonna say goodbye to 2012 and 2013.

Thank you 2012 for being so friendly to me.

And i hope 2013 is a better one.

2012, a numbers of thing happened, happy or unhappy...

learn to cherish everything.

say thank you and sorry.

Lastly, 答应自己要对自己越来越好哦！

送走2012，欢迎2013

12.12.12

Seriously although its most probably gonna be the last repetitive date i will ever see in my whole life.

It is nothing special to me.

12.12.12

I wake up, i eat, i sleep.

i hayday , i instagram ,i tweet and facebook.

See? nothing special.

hope you all had a nice day.

-

addicted to hayday recently!

i have a farm. oh yeah :D

Yes yes, i have taken out the luggage and about to pack my stuff.

And a get-away for myself 

:)

in Segamat now.

Will back to SG soon............

Winter winter here i come ♥

Night.

:)

Hello bloggie,

i smell xmas...isnt it christmas' smell?!

oh well well, christmas is around the corner people!

Christmas song is playing everywhere.

Christmas trees everywhere.

Christmas sales everywhere!!!

-

However, this coming christmas suppose to be sweet,memorable and lovely.

the 1st christmas with my love, oh yeah!

Somehow, i will not be in Singapore on this special day.

I will be away.......i think miles away is good for us,

because singapore is small and too near, everyone is living too near.

I felt touch, when i was filling up the VISA application form..

My boy was beside me, murmuring......complaining....grumpling...

he's like, 不要去可以吗？times 10000000!!!

he keep repeating and too bad what is decided is decided,my dear ♥

i understand, i feel sad for couldn't celebrate w him too

however, it can be a small test for us?

*think positive*

when apart, I WANT TO SEE HOW MUCH WILL YOU MISS ME!

hehehe

in case you dont know i will definitely miss you when i got there!

blogged,

weinnie 

1029

Firstly, it was my 19th birthday as well as the 7 months anniversary w le bf  ♥

And i wanna say sorry to my boyfriend because i was a lil bit blue in the morning when i met him.

after my mom called and said :

little girl, it's your birthday. Smile, be happy.

on the phone,in the train,i did not answer but my tears dropped like nobody business.

thanks mommy,i love you ♥

-

And yeah,i rejected my friends who want to celebrate w me and feel so sorry but thanks :)

and i celebrated with my boy.

nom nom nom.

thanks babe for the very unique experience i ever had.

SKY DINING. we had our dinner in the cable car!!! 

♥

As there're just me and him, no one sing birthday song to me.

so he acted like he's playing piano and hum a birthday song.

so much lovesss ♥

and here comes the present from my love,

Im so grateful and thank you jianxun,my boyfriend.

I love you and you know i do.
♥



big thanks to everyone who wished me on my birthday!
i appreciate it,really!
:)


Hug & kisses





xoxo

the nineteen year old girl.

18-19岁

It's like only yesterday i celebrated my 18th birthday

><"

Today is my last day of 18 ...

long ago, i was wish my 18th birthday can come faster.....

i want to be legal? i want to be mature and everything.

and then i realised being mature or not is not depends on the age but the mind set.

Im kinda happy because my last few days of 18 was spent at home.

At home, I am the KING!!!

woohoo xD

i got everything i need.everything i want.everything is prefect!

To :19 year old me.

Dear myself,

Promise yourself if a boy ever said that to you again, walk away and never turn back. 

he promised he wont do that but promises can broke.

Dear myself,

continue the way you used to be, cry whenever you feel sad and laugh when you're happy.

the 18th year old me failed to do this and suffered a lot.

*keeping too much inside is killing*

Dear myself,

you should know that 全世界没有人会因为你的烦恼而烦恼

do not expect.do not underestimate.do not judge.

Dear myself

Be the real you.Be happy.

When the time turns 00:00AM.You are new again.

say goodbye to all the shits and hello to a new you.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF

♥

GOODBYE KISS TO S3

hi :)

it was just few months back..when i said HELLO to samsung galaxy s3 

      and now saying BYE already

:\

And again im saying HI to apple...iphone 5 ♥

The reason why i wanna use this phone is simply because it's so new,so fresh & fun to me at that time,

when i was using an iphone 4

the camera is so nice and the phone is designed for humanssss XD

everything of it just fresh & new to me.

so yesh, i was thinking to give android a try since my bf said if i use it, he's gonna buy one too!

so yea~

one of the s3 above is his 

♥

And this time, he bought an iphone 5 and it tempts me...

so tempting...so seductive..so attractive.

So yeah, i wanna change from s3 to iphone 5 and i want us to use the same cell 

:D

-

However, just ordered the phone and need to wait 3-4 weeks to get it.

So, temporarily im using my bf's iphone 5 

♥

Hope can get it  a lil bit faster! 

xD

Cant wait already~

*finger crossed*

Mid Autumn Festival '12

话说会有阴影

但是...

康永说的很对，这样是不对的！

-

♥

中秋节快乐，

没有月饼，没有和爸妈一起的中秋

我希望我是开心的

但是还是希望有月饼可以吃啦

><"

没有回家的我，只好和爸爸妈妈facetime咯

祝福大家月来月幸福！

:)

我想念家了

♥

0929

Happy 6 months to US ♥

What a surprise from my bf
heart shaped candles huh?
♥
Muacksss

and bouquet ♥



-
Through out the 6 months we had been through together, we had faced all the happy and unhappy moment.
Somehow today we are here to celebrate our happy 6 months :)

there're 24 roses, and you said it has a special meaning.
well, i just googled :)

24roses = Cant stop thinking about you, 24 hours everyday.

To my bf,

Today 0929 is our 6th month anniversary.
It's so magical to know that we have been together for half a year already, time flies and it just feels like yesterday when we are friends and always MSN and i don't know whether you still remember that we texted even you're in UK that time. And we always love the same things since years ago.And I guess that's why, we are using same phone, bag and etc now.

I believe it's fate that brought us together and in the past 6 months we had some rough moments but so what? we made it! And babe, we still have a long way to go but i have faith in you, i strongly believe that both of us can make it!

sometimes we just quarrel for something....but it's not something bad because
the most important thing is

不是不吵架，而是吵架后还能在一起

look at the face...lmao!!!

xD

ILY ♥

XO, Weinnie 

委屈自己，有什么好处？

有人说女生要是恋爱了

自然的，偶尔会突然的伤感

觉得全世界辜负了自己

觉得他对自己不好了

觉得自己委屈了

觉得自己很可怜很可怜就是了

－

好，就算不是所有女生都这样，但最起码我是啊！

我在想，难到男生都不会自动一点，表现一下的吗？

让女生自己在那里emo，不好吧？

他说，有什么不开心要讲，什么都要讲

但是我自己是认为有的事情可以讲，有的不可以讲就只好自己吞了！

我不想要求别人，我总是希望人家可以自动一点

主动一点

也许我是被宠坏的孩子

我希望我生气的走掉，有人能够在我身后跟着我

我希望我不开心的时候，有个人能够知道，然后安慰我

我希望我emo的时候，有个人能够试着了解，试着帮我解决我的问题

我希望...我希望...

一路以来，我都明白希望越大失望越大的道理

但又有哪里一次我能够不去想，不去期待......最后受伤的都是自己

只能够说自己笨，愚蠢...

希望那么多，期望那么多

我也明白没有过去就没有现在

问题是，我要怎么去安慰自己？

我又希望了，又期待了.........

对于这个，我不去比较因为知道自己根本就没有的比

但是笨蛋的我还是会期待，会期望something

自己也为了这间事情emo了几十次

没有一次，能够有个人主动站出来，让我一次过不再为这件事emo

让我知道我真的是想太多

－

每次看见别人，我就看到自己

虽然知道别人是别人，但是我是多么希望我也像他们一样幸福

人比人，气死人

我不是比较，但我要的...真的只是一件我认为每个人都可以做到的

深深相信只有这样，才能够继续的往前走....

现在我们也只能够看着未来，原地踏步

我我我，又能怎么样了？

就只能够自己suffer咯，吃的苦中苦，方为人上人

我真真真的觉得自己受委屈了

T^T

以前的我不是这样的，我是真的一个很positive的人

现在我只剩下一个positive的外壳，内是另一个人了

难道这个是成长？

我可以不要吗？

No more YOU & ME , just US

It was FRIDAY.

da 1st Friday that come faster than i expected ever.

You know?People said friday to monday is near but monday to friday is so far apart!

I wasn't expecting for Friday and yeah, i was a bit hyper when i know friday is here already.

High High dei :D

Accompany le boyfriend to shoppp..

Shopped a Burberry Pouch & Gucci Bag in super fast speed.

Le Boyfriend got a bag and

well well, we got the matching bag now!

We have the same bagggg :)

wootsss ♥

-

Ahhh....there're tons of stuff that i wanna get!

Weinnie ah weinnie..stop the desire!

deng deng

...........

.....

Boy,I hope that you treat me right & hold me tight.

Oh yeah, after shopping...

we went for a movie w my gorgor :)

Vulgaria, HK's movie

TMD, i dont wanna watch HK movie in Singapore anymore...no more no more,okay?!

it is all in Chinese, i want to watch HK movie in Cantonese laaa..

it's like we watching hong kong's movie in PPS.

all chinese....walao eh!

A cantonese joke in chinese, 我会笑不出

真的!

Anyway, i seriously think that GUYS will like Vulgaria this movie la..

I dint watch the full movie anyway, i slept all the way.....

but wake up sometimes in the middle, so know some of the story too xD

it's like all 18sx.

-.-

like make out w a mule?

a donkey? 

filming X- rated movie..?

ah, whatever it is...

just...i want to watch HK's movie in Cantonese la.

lmao

-

Blogged w loves

Weinnie

BOREDDDD!

Having TEP in school this semester.

quite relaxing but boring.

TEP?

During TEP we dont study, we work...w/o getting any wages.

LIKE A FREE LABOUR! 

not even a cheap labour :P

Stay in the office from 9 to 5.30 everyday!

tea break,MAKAN!

lunch break,MAKAN!

no break, still MAKAN!

this kinda life gonna last for 2 months.

after that go for class as usual and then work again!!!

getting fatter and fatter whereby my bro's wedding is just next week.

im afraid that i cant fit into the dress that is bought last few weeks.

:(

Facing the computer for 7.5 hours.

thats horrible.

it's just like working...then i found that i cant tahan w it.

i dont wanna work next time can or not jek?!

jealous my mom, i want to be just like her , like a Queen 

no need to work at all.

teeehee xD

Btw im blogging using the school computer.

since i got nothing to do..maybe there is,just that im not doing it :\

facebook is like so boring for me now, i keep looking at it,refreshing it to get the news feed.

browsing all the pictures..profile..pages..groups..

nothing left.

-

IPHONE 5!!!

So tempting.

Iphone 5 is love same as Ipod touch and the new Ipad.

Can i get all of them?

LOL

but ipod touch is attracting me the most..

the pink one is like...wow! nice siooo~~~

not really a gadget siao but im in love w apple's la.

Blogged w loves

decision making...

Here i come again...after so long

:)

I miss you a lot,my blog..

it has been my best company since very long ago....

i sad,i blog.

i happy,i blog 

xD

-----

Last night, when i walked off...

you never try to come after me.

just disappoint me, a lot a lot

And after that story 

i seriously think that maybe it's just few months passed.....but you really love her more 

you said you forgot, thats totally a bullshit,you liar.

you remember every single thing

p/s: i dont mean to compare and i aint complaining,am i?

whatever it is..

i want someone who loves me more than i love him.

and im thinking whether you're one...

the silence in the phone call, you will never know how hurt it is.

if only you promise to treat me better....

or Ciao ! Tata ! ByeBye !

*brokenheart*

when i was so down and down and down to the max.

i called...i keep calling but i can't get an answer.

and then i realize something...

in this planet, at least i don't know how is it outside this planet..

no one is living for you

不是为你而活

i've been viewing all the photos on fb.

tears dropped

i thought this scene will only happen in drama 

T^T

yeshhhh, there's something i expecting.

the more you expect the deeper the cut in heart.

now it's in a total broken condition.

i know it was in the past but i just can't help it.

the place i wanna to visit at least once in my life......the place where i wish to travel w my love ones.

you visited them w her.

i know thats ridiculous as you can't do anything to rewind or undo.

after all the thing, i start thinking why that incident could possibly happened..

you gave me the answer which i can't catch a thing..

But thank you for trying.

All of the shit that happened is simply just about the time.

timing.

and time.

I know i know you loved you..or maybe you still love her now.

all the shit started to make sense after all.

算了，算我小气

还记得第一次你告诉不能比较....

不能比较我和她

他妈的

比较？你觉得我能够拿什么来比较？！

算了，就这样

30/7/12

Happy Bird

term break is now here to stay for 2 weeks.

OMG

|o| \o/ |o|

Im so happy!

After so long,i almost forgot that i have this platform for me to express what i feel.

there are numbers for platform for me to do so though.

:)

<3

Im a happy bird now.

yesh, so happy i could fly.

Thank you MR ONG ♥

xoxo

A sting by scorpion.

对于朋友，重质不重量，高度要求知心。天蝎们宁可孤独，也不违心。
对于爱情，宁缺毋滥。宁可抱憾终生，也不苟且凑合。
风流不羁的言行下，执着追求一种宗教意识的爱情信仰。
内心具有高度责任性，忠诚性，自律性以及矛盾性。
浪漫儒雅，风趣超脱。拥有奇异诱人的容貌气质



被蝎子蛰过的人通常都患了一种感情慢性病，
总想好，却总好不彻底，其实那是因为蝎子留给各位的怨恨太深了。
如果你还爱上那个蝎子，就宽恕他，蝎子其实更喜欢在没有压力的世界里生活。
如果你已经不爱他了，何必还怨恨，爱都没了。



天蝎座拥有的执著是一块顽固坚硬的大石头，
任何强大的武器都无法击碎它，就算全世界反对他或她，也不会令其退后一步。
能让这块顽强的石头出现缝隙，只需要天蝎座所珍惜人的一滴眼泪，
击毁的不仅是本身，更是天蝎内心的整个世界


蝎子们当 爱情来临，你会变得幼稚，简单。
你会无缘由的去牵挂一个人，牵挂他吃的好不好，睡得好不好，关心他心情好不好，
不管别人怎么说他的坏话，可在你心里他就是完美无瑕。
他喜欢的你也学着关注喜欢，愿意每天看到他，
看见他和别的异性在一起会生气会妒忌，
希望他的眼里只有你的存在。


蝎子很简单。他们会耍赖，也会顽皮，喜欢动画片，边看边笑，笑起来足以融化冰山。
如果你说天蝎阴沉，坏，毒，那只是没发现他们的好，
他们单纯，也爱王子公主的梦，他们很臭美，但也很聪明。
不过，他们一但发现你背叛他，后果真的像星座说的那样，报复你。
如果他还爱着你，他会又折磨你，也折磨他自己。


我只是个天蝎座女孩。
我希望
有人疼，
有人爱，
有人包容，
有人让我撒娇，
有人会说我很乖，
有人能陪在我身边，
有人能给我安全感，
有人可以吃我做的饭，
有人能在过马路时拉着我的手，
有人喜欢带我逛街，穿高跟鞋走累了能有个人背。
我想要的是不是太多？


天蝎是公认的最专一的、最执着的星座，
我们聊手机时会把电影暂停、工作时不知道听的是哪首歌、思考时不知道你在说的什么…
因为我们的注意力只能集中在其中之一；
天蝎更不会去花心，因为我们喜欢简单，
脚踩两条船对天蝎而言是非常麻烦及复杂的事情，也不可饶恕！
我们懒得去做，因为我们真的很懒。


亲爱的蝎子，
如果想走出阴影，那就面向阳光；
如果想告别懦弱，那就在历练中慢慢坚强；
如果想保鲜爱情，那就在奋斗中改变原先模样；
如果想摆脱平凡的生活，那就在努力高傲的飞翔。没有哪件事，不动手就可以实现，
这世界虽然残酷，但只要愿走，总会有路；
如果退缩，就只能感伤。


天蝎座世界是彩色的没有一定要黑白那么分明，
要容许不一样的观点和生活方式的存在，
相爱相守不一定要相粘，诚实固然可贵，
但是不一定要让大家变成透明人，
爱情就像沙，轻轻的捧起来比狠狠的一把紧握会得到更多。
牺牲越多有时候对自己和对方伤害越大。


天蝎座在强硬外表下，有一颗极其柔软而又高度自尊的心。
他们非常容易受到伤害，大部分天蝎座性格孤独，不表现自我，显得腼腆、害羞。但是，
他们是那种全力投入的动物，一旦感情投入，
他们极其诚实，会成为你坚固可靠的朋友、感情热烈、全心全意为你燃烧的情人



天蝎座怀念一切值得记忆的东西，但很少有人知道他们还怀念。
他们爱的比谁都深，所以寂寞。他们鄙薄一切肤浅的嚣嚷，也不屑与之为伍，
他们对感情要求太高太纯粹，所以害怕受伤害，所以容易封闭内心。
可一旦被谁谁不小心闯入内心，就好像遇见了千年难逢的知己，其实基本是一厢情愿



天蝎最害怕爱情的变动，有的天蝎甚至怕到不敢恋爱，害怕激情过去什么都没有。
他们的爱情不需要像伏特加一样刺激，也不需要像果汁一样甜蜜，
只要如每天饮用的白开水一样就可以。
因为白开水每天都会有，味道也永远不会改变，这样的爱情才是天蝎所要的。
要征服天蝎只要你能证明会永远对他不离不弃就可以。



天蝎座爱上一个人，就会想着对他好，并且是一种持久的想念而非短暂的激情，
蝎子们甚至会想得很长远。蝎子的爱是踏实的，并没有太多的想法，
恋爱中所有的出发点也都很简单，他们往往很明确自己爱的到底是谁，
对于自己的爱，蝎子并不复杂，如果你觉得他复杂，只因为你不了解。


天蝎座总让人觉得很冷,几乎每问一句话就只会应一句,从不多说半句.蝎子疑心病很重，
即使他嘴里说相信你,但心里还是对你有半点保留.
TA是多重性格的人,在家人,朋友,恋人在不同的人面前TA可以有几十种变化,甚至更多。
你懂天蝎吗?别说你懂天蝎,他们连自己也不懂自己。


天蝎生性渴望理解，却不奢求理解，安于孤独，更能乐于孤独。
天蝎的优势在于，对于别有用心的人，能够一眼看穿，并完全做到视若无睹。
也许，当你自鸣得意时，
天蝎想的正是——不和这头牲口一般见识！
看，天蝎就是这样的心态，清高地忍让，忧郁地承受，却，酷得干脆利落！
只要你不触动他的底线一切都好！

what happened to me...

not in the mood lately........

but i think I'm good in faking...faking a smile...happy...very happy.

but I'm not.

today morning, really 崩溃 lo.

crying in the dream until i wake up.

fell asleep while whatsapp-ing with ah lam.

such a good person to talk to...when i don't really have a friend.

a friend is not a friend.

从前的..........aiks,i dont wanna talk about that.

i know i was wrong,i never tell but what if i tell, would you feel better?

i don't think so.thats why i keep it to myself.........

but mother faaaker u found it out yourself and u got hurt.or you don't, idk :\

but I'm sorry.

money ah money....

i got loads of thing to do...to buy..to spend..

money asyik tak cukup duh!

:(

BE POSITIVE,i told myself.

Fake a smile,thats easy :)

mood today : -★★★★★ 

it's a negative :\

tmd,why people like to spoil my day jek?

whatever you wanna call me,alright?idontgiveafuck anymore.

to you,coward suits me the most.

whatever, i just don't wanna hurt anyone.

a broken promises.

give no answer.

coward.

I'm sorry.

xiaojie's life..xiaojie's decide.thats all,tq so much :)

很会A的女儿！

everyday mao at home.

sienzz 

class ! y u no recommence earlier jek?!

duhh.

that bag above,goddamn ! it's so damn nice!

-

Mother, seems like you seldom use this bag horr?

: Yeaa..

Mother, it's so niceeee ( pura-pura try it on)

: Of course it is nice.

Mother, can i lend it from you??? (0.0)

: for? for school your neverfull is more than enough.

Motherrrrr, go shopping or gaigai la,can?

: duhh,okay la.

Faster take it and run to my room.

i put it in my room now,in case my mom 反悔. 

LMAO.

but until today,i don't have a chance to use it.

duhhh..im so so so bored :\

人都是犯贱的

开学时想放假，放假时想开学

weinnie xo